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When are we leaving?: Dean's a drifter. He meets Jared in one of the towns he passes through.

Blood and bruises: Sam tries to get through to Dean, but Dean isn't letting himself mourn.

To steal an angel's heart: Jensen is an angel. He's finally found perfection in the form of a mortal.

Love hurts: Jensen shows Jared who he belongs to.

Imperfect love: Dean hurt Sam. Can Sam ever forgive him?

Lonely: Jared's in high school. He's in love with Jensen. But Jared's just a shadow.

Betrayal & Love: Jensen's new in town. He meets a woman - Sandy, who he fools around with. But is she as single as she claims

Alone in love: Jared's been in love with a straight Jensen for ages. Then Jensen goes and has feelings for Jared's other best friend.

Happy Sam: Jensen + Sam + Dean = Happy Sam

Forsaken: Dean makes the worst mistake of his life.

Dance with me!verse: Prom night changes Jared's life.

Merry Christmas: A short, schmoopy, Christmas morning fic

The hardest hit: Jensen is sent to kill J. Padalecki. Only things do not go as planned

Lingering tragedies: A hostage situation on set turns into something far more gruesome

To Steal an Angel's Heart

Jensen is an angel. He's finally found perfection in the form of a mortal. The millenniums of loneliness all seem meaningless. Everything I’ve seen and done is nothing compared to this. Writhing beneath me with your hard planes moulding to fit against me, you’re shifting from being a human to being something else entirely.  You’re becoming mine.

NC-17, 1,500 words, schmoop, sex

 

I was one sent to watch over your kind in the early days when man knew no lies. Our only task was to observe, and observe we did.

I was there when Adam took the faltering step that doomed mankind to life as you now know it, I watched his lips seal around the luscious green and, while my comrades lamented on his foolishness, I felt only relief. I understand my mind now, for had he not, this act would have been inconceivable.

Your skin gleams golden in the flickering light: so smooth, so pure. You are an innocent. I can smell it on your skin; I can hear it in your whimpers. I am the first to hold you so intimately, and your eyes shine with uncontrollable desire.

With my every touch, you arch and press up against me, desperately seeking more. As I hold you down, a murmured whisper of distress is torn from your lips, making me smile and brush my nose along your jaw, soothing you without words. Your muscles flutter with life beneath my fingers and a shiver races through you as my thumb brushes over your nipple, causing it to harden instantly. So responsive; so delectable, you are everything I’ve ever yearned for and more.

The millenniums of loneliness all seem meaningless. Everything I’ve seen and done is nothing compared to this. Writhing beneath me with your hard planes moulding to fit against me, you’re shifting from being a human to being something else entirely. 

You’re becoming mine.

I have been here through the ages, watching as man rose and fell amidst the dust. Humanity’s lifespan was so obscure to me, it seemed you had time only to gasp a single shuddering breath of polluted air and then you drifted away like ash in the wind, forgotten as the next gasp was taken. I failed to see the point.

But time enlightened me and I began to differentiate between each stolen breath. Some savoured the air, contaminated though it might have been, and breathed out easily, a soft smile gracing their lips. Others came up coughing, spitting at the air and forgetting it was their only. 

That difference was everything.

But you, I have never before been faced with one such as you. You came up for air, gasping from your mother’s womb, and you let out a giggle. That soft, sweet sound rang in my ears for years as I watched you grow.

You shaped into a laughing boy with soft, brown hair and dimples that danced at every opportunity. Your gorgeous eyes shined with light I had only seen in stars, ever changing and so fascinating, I felt I could lose myself in them forever.

It became my life’s work to protect you. I needed to ensure that your smile was never stolen and your light never dimmed. While chaos surrounded me, your beacon was unfailing.

But still, you blossomed further, transforming into a man, strong and true, like Father always intended for mankind to be. You have become the epitome of all things good in this world

And I curse you for making me feel.

“Mine,” I breathe softly against the smooth length of your neck, parting my lips to taste what has for so long taunted me.

Spring rainfall and coconut, such a simple, earthly flavour and yet, I find myself addicted.

“Jensen… please…”

My name falls from your lips like a precious jewel and I pull you closer, feeling your heartbeat against my skin. You are nearing the edge and much as I would love to keep you gasping for eternity, even now, I cannot deny you a thing.

You are mine.

As I plunge into your warmth, a wanton cry escapes you. Your body trembles around mine, drawing me closer. You are so beautiful and you don’t even know it.

“I’ve got you…” I whisper, gripping you close and slamming in deeper than any man has ever been sheathed in his partner. Your limbs lock reflexively around me, keeping me inside while you sob against my shoulder.  

Your pain greaves me, but I know of what is to come.

“Trust me, Jared… Just trust me…”

It is only when you give your permission, faint but completely certain, that I pull out entirely, only to piston in once again. Your back arches up as your body is impaled, and yet another scream passes your lips.

My wings flutter open, encircling the pair of us in a warm cocoon, even as I continue thrusting. Pleasure begins coursing through you, unravelling tension and pain from your features, and I tilt your face towards me, brush your bangs from your eyes and begin peppering kisses over your skin.

“Please, Jens… please… please…” you plead, writhing for more. My body responds, my shaft expanding to my actual size, filling you far more than should be possible and satisfying your desperation to be claimed.

Your mouth falls open, your legs widening further to ensure I have unhindered access, and your hands twist to clutch at the bedclothes.

My movements quicken, my thrusts becoming harder and my hips snapping so hard we nearly fly off the bed. My wings tighten around us, drawing you in closer, until we are so joined it is impossible to know where I end and you begin.

Our act is cast into golden light, ostensibly emitted from thin air, and our bodies begin to glow from where we are in contact. You gasp out, surprise and fear intermingling as you throw your arms around my neck, clinging to me, body trembling against mine.

Then, with a burst of a thousand colours, a wave passes through us and, as one, we reach completion. You sag limply beneath me and I am quick to roll us over, drawing you up onto my chest. A soft moan escapes you, causing me to carefully tilt your chin up, searching your eyes for any regret.

You smile that smile of yours and all my fears dissipate instantly. I clasp you close. “Are you okay?”

A happy, affirmative sound rumbles from your chest as you burrow closer to me, and my wings wrap around your shoulders, keeping the chill night’s air off your bare skin. My insatiable hands slide over your neck and down your shoulders, the silken skin soft beneath my fingertips.

“You are mine, Jared. Only mine.”

I feel your lips pull into a smile against my skin and your muscles tighten around me, making me shudder at how insanely right it feels to be buried inside of your warmth.

“I know.”

Wistful thought precedes logic, and I find myself murmuring, “If I asked you to be mine for all eternity, how would you respond?”

Your soft lips press against my neck and you whisper back, “Just ask me.”

Swallowing the alien lump in my throat, I run my fingers gently through your hair. “Jared…”

“Yeah?”

“Will you…?” I cut off, overcome by a wave of unfamiliar anxiety.

“Yes,” you reply, a grin splitting across your face, your dimples dancing in the soft light.

My breath falters and, for the first time in my timeless history, I forget that I do not need air. “But… you do not know what you are giving up.”

“I don’t care. I want you. I want to be with you. I want to never have to wonder where you are, who you’re with or whether you are hurt or not. I love you, Jensen. I love you.”

I love you.

These words often uttered from human lips are unworthy of holding the weight of what I feel for you.

There is a space within me; it is only ever filled when you are in my arms or when your gorgeous happiness is conveyed to me through your eyes and dimples. I have lost brothers in wars over the centuries, but the pain of losing you outweighs everything imaginable.

I might have survived before you; but I will never survive after. A taste of your sunshine and innocence has ruined all other pleasures for me. There will be no one but you.

My beautiful temptation.