Recent posts:

When are we leaving?: Dean's a drifter. He meets Jared in one of the towns he passes through.

Blood and bruises: Sam tries to get through to Dean, but Dean isn't letting himself mourn.

To steal an angel's heart: Jensen is an angel. He's finally found perfection in the form of a mortal.

Love hurts: Jensen shows Jared who he belongs to.

Imperfect love: Dean hurt Sam. Can Sam ever forgive him?

Lonely: Jared's in high school. He's in love with Jensen. But Jared's just a shadow.

Betrayal & Love: Jensen's new in town. He meets a woman - Sandy, who he fools around with. But is she as single as she claims

Alone in love: Jared's been in love with a straight Jensen for ages. Then Jensen goes and has feelings for Jared's other best friend.

Happy Sam: Jensen + Sam + Dean = Happy Sam

Forsaken: Dean makes the worst mistake of his life.

Dance with me!verse: Prom night changes Jared's life.

Merry Christmas: A short, schmoopy, Christmas morning fic

The hardest hit: Jensen is sent to kill J. Padalecki. Only things do not go as planned

Lingering tragedies: A hostage situation on set turns into something far more gruesome

Masterpost:

Jared/Jensen

Sam/Dean

 

  • Just us (or 5 cuddles): DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys look after each other in very schmoopy ways:  Jensen’s strong hands wrap around me from behind, pulling me back against a sold chest as he rests his chin on my shoulder, “You’re home now,” he whispers softly.

    4,600 words, NC-17, cute

     

  • Chocoffee love:DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared has a secret recipe, but he's not sharing:   Jensen looks down at the mug, back at the coffee machine and then at the retreating back of his friend. “Jay,” he calls out, trailing hopelessly after the cruel man.

    2,600 words, PG-13, funny

     

  • House attack!: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared figures out Jensen's evil plan:   Raising an eyebrow and fruitlessly slapping Jared‘s hand away from his plate, Jensen deadpans: “Uh, huh. And which evil plan might this be? You know, seeing as how I’ve taken over Dr Evil’s position and just have so many evil plans, I can’t keep track.”

    1,000 words, PG-13, adorable

     

  • Sometimes all it takes is one... video?: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen watches something while on holiday with Danneel:   Just as he’s about to crawl up his friend’s body and kiss every inch of him, Jensen stops. “Wait a second.”He wanders over to Jared’s desktop and quickly opens up youtube. “There’s something I want to show you."

    2,000 words, PG-13, schmoop

     

  • Damn boxers: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Remember the shower scene in Hellhouse? Well, that + boxers = a very worked up Jensen:  Just as he’s planning his run, leap, dive, lock, Jared bends down to pick up something from the floor, his lean back curling down, his firm ass, just there… Jensen trips, lands in a pile of dust, a loud groan escaping him as he tries to think of ways to murder Kripke.

    1,000 words, PG-13, hotness

     

  • Along the winding road: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Insecure about his standing in life, Jared just drives in the middle of the night:  He’s got that whole, smooth, sleek professional who happens to be a good ole Texas boy with a smoking hot body and an appearance that has girls swooning right across the world, going. And I’m just, well, I’m just Jared. The tall guy from Supernatural. 

    9,000 words, NC-17, angst, hurt/comfort, bottom!Jared

     

  • Innocence betrayed: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • When Jensen makes the biggest mistake of his life, can Jared forgive him?:  Then Chris moved. The blow was sharp and hard, right across the cheek and glancing off his nose, sending him stumbling sideways. He made no move to defend himself, he welcomed the blow, it was a physical pain, something other than the emotional hell he’d been living in all night.  

    5,000 words, NC-17, angst, hurt!Jared

     

  • Hate crime:DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys get a new neighbour:  "What's the matter?” Rolling his head against Jensen shoulder, Jared stares into the fireplace, “I ran into our new next-door neighbour…. Apparently he’s got a problem with gays.”“Yeah?” Jensen’s arms tighten, “At least we can forget the housewarming gift.”

    8,000 words, PG-13, hurt/comfort, schmoop, established relationship, hurt!Jensen, AU

     

  • Is that a tail?: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen has a little adventure:   “You better get me back to normal soon, Jay. This is kinda weird, even for us.” That didn’t stop him from letting out an embarrassing purr. It was weird feeling the vibrations running through him and then against Jared. Weird, but in a nice way.

    4,500 words, PG-13, adorable

     

  • Waiting:DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen's been waiting for Jared his whole life:   There’s a warmth around his shoulders which can only mean Jared’s draped an arm round him. Raising his head slightly, just enough to peer up at his teddy (who he is hugging like a small kid), he meets Jared’s glance, and gets a soft smile and gentle eyes accompanied by the tightening of the arm around him and the soft murmuring of, “Sleep, man. I’ll be here.”

    3,000 words, PG-13, schmoop

     

  • Possession: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen shows Jared who he belongs to:  “Bedroom. Now,” Jensen orders, leaving no room for any arguments. “I want you naked and waiting for me in two minutes.” A deep flush spreads across the younger man’s cheeks; his eyes darting to Misha and then back to Jensen. Slowly, he nods and leaves the room. 

    4,000 words, NC-17, hotness, possessive!Jensen, bottom!Jared

     

  • Never let you go: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys get stuck in an elevator and Jensen discovers his co-star is claustrophobic:  As best friends, they often tease and poke fun at one another. But this is something Jensen will never even think about using against Jared. It’s like the time Danneel broke up with him and he spent the night curled up on Jared’s couch, his head resting on his friend’s lap, his tears soaking Jared’s jeans and a gentle hand running through his hair.

    4,000 words, NC-17, hurt/comfort

     

  • Monster: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Some mistakes are irreparable:  His eyes crunch up and then slowly open. Hazel eyes blink up at me for a second before recognition crosses Jared’s features and he yanks his hand away, scrambling backwards, wincing painfully, “Sorry, sorry, sorry,” he murmurs, as if apologising for the contact I initiated.

    10,000 words, NC-17, ANGST, hurt!Jared, ignorant!Jensen, homophobia, possible character death

     

  • Lay me down: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared takes care of his friend after a long day:  Curling up, he tried to sneak surreptitiously closer to Jared’s warmth. He’d managed to get close enough to press his nose against Jared’s abdomen when a chuckle told him he’d been foiled; but a few moments later, warm arms were slid around him, folding him around Jared’s heater-like chest. Letting out a muffled sound, he immediately slipped his fingers beneath Jared’s shirt, seeking more of that delicious warmth and pressing icy lips to the side of Jared’s neck.

    2,000 words, PG-13, comfort

     

  • Do you want a kiss with that cut?: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared gets a new hairdresser - Jensen:  “You totally snatched him. You were on break!” He grinned evilly, “Well, you two were bickering so nicely, I didn’t want to disturb anything.” They glared at him and he continued, “Besides, you had Depp,” he pointed to Shannon, “and you had Bloom,” to Jeannie. “It was my turn for some hotness.”

    10,000 words, PG-13, angst, schmoop, AU

     

  • Cruel games: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys get kidnapped and locked in a room together:  After giving me a nod, he steels himself and tightens his grip on the knife. I lay my hand over his shaking, white knuckles and gently guide the blade, helping him on. I can take it. If I let Jensen see how much it fucking hurts like hell, he wouldn’t be able to do it. 

    10,000 words, NC-17, angst, non-con, hurt/comfort, bottom!Jared

     

  • What happens after?: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys find a solution to their future:  “I…” suddenly my throat seems dry and my face is heating up. But I get the feeling that my next sentence is going to determine what happens next, so I choose it carefully. “Man, don’t go getting a big head about it, but you know I’d go anywhere for you, Sasquatch.

    2,500 words, PG-13, cute

     

  • It's just a scene, buddy: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared freaks out during Dean's death scene:  Completely ignoring the cursing Eric behind them, Jared gazes down at his friend. His very much alive friend. Impulsively, he darts forwards, wrapping his arms around the older man, pressing his face to Jensen’s neck and breathing out shakily. “Yeah, ‘m okay.”

    370 words, PG, hurt/comfort, schmoop

     

  • It's just a phonecall: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared gets kidnapped and Jensen blames himself:  His eyes hurt when he opens them, but through his eyelashes he can make out the strange faces surrounding him. Unable to stop himself, he begins shaking, tremors of fear racing through him, “No… please… no….” he begs softly, trying to curl away from them and flinching when they keep touching him. 

    24,000 words, NC-17, hurt/comfort, non-con, violence, hurt!Jared, bottom!Jared

     

  • Twisted truths:
  • Jensen is a police officer who leads a case against Jared:  He woke in a cold sweat, Jared’s pleading, pain-filled eyes boring holes into his as he begged Jensen to stop hurting him. He felt sick with guilt. Or at least he did until he reminded himself that Jared was just a con-artist- that he had tried to use Jensen.

    30,000 words, NC-17, hurt/comfort, abuse, violence, hurt!Jared, bottom!Jared

     

  • Oh, shit: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared's down with the flu when Jensen realises something scary:  “Jensen!” I croak, sounding like a damned frog. I hear a muffled groan, “What?” “I’m dying. I just wanted to let you know that.” “Oh,” there’s silence for a beat, “Can I have your laptop?”

    2,000 words, PG, adorable

     

  • Last chance: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared announces his engagement to Sandy; Jensen breaks:  But he had brought along his fiancé, small and delicate, and cute and adorable, and feminine and everything that Jensen isn’t, smiling and kissing and touching, and just so perfect together that Jensen hates himself for wanting to split them up. Maybe that was what Jared had wanted: to make Jensen hate himself even more for kissing him and for ever dreaming he even had a tiny chance.

    23,000 words, NC-17, hurt/comfort

     

  • A plane, a birthday and a wetsuit: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • It's Jensen's birthday, he's missing home and he's missing Jared:  Grabbing the handle, I turn towards the sliding doors and make my way out into the waiting room, searching for an ATM. I freeze as my eyes land on a bare male chest. A really, really hot male’s chest. My eyes slide down the man’s form to take in the wetsuit?

    2,000 words, PG, schmoop

     

  • Enrique's coming: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen realises he wants Jared when his co-star's old friend visits:  He laughs his special laugh and I decide that maybe this won’t be so bad. I mean, Enrique can’t be here for more than a week, right? And Jared is mine the rest of the time anyway, so it’s not like I should feel threatened, right? Right.

    7,000 words, NC-17, some Enrique/Jared, bottom!Jensen

     

  • Catch a heart: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • What do you do when the one you love loves another?:  Stealing the silent moment, my eyes constantly slide to his serene features. His smooth, silky lips, soft and delicate, unlike my own thick, puffy ones, make me just want to touch and taste. His unmarred and tanned baby-smooth skin enhances his impossibly young innocence and his windswept hair falls haphazardly into his face, making me want to just reach out and… I drag my eyes back out to the ocean.   

    21,000 words, NC-17, dub-con, bottom!Jared, hurt!Jared, hurt/comfort

     

  • Cuddle party: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared gets hold of an invitation. Who does he drag along?:  “What boyfrie-” Jensen begins to ask, cutting off when he glances at Jared and finds him hugging Mike, who has his hands dangerously low on the younger man’s back and has his eyes closed. Then Mike goes and presses a kiss to the side of Jared’s neck, and something inside of Jensen snaps. 

    2,000 words, PG, adorable

     

  • Jared decides to be gay:
  • Jensen's world is turned upside down:  “But… but…” Misha splutters, “He’s Jared! He's the most naive person I've ever met. You’re just going to let him go off with someone who just wants to get in his pants because he’s smoking hot? It’s his first time with a dude and you’re…” Misha shakes his head, “That kid adores you, you’re like his fucking role model, and you’re tossing him out to the wolves on his own.”

    10,000 words, NC-17, hurt/comfort, schmoop, slight mention of non-con

     

  • Who won the bet?: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Chad and Misha set out on a mission:  Crouching low, they sneak across the lawn, racing towards the nearby house and diving from bush to bush. Once they reach the entrance, Chad darts up, quickly entering the five-digit code and holding it open while Misha sneaks in after him.

    1,400 words, NC-17, voyeurism, schmoop, hotness, funny, bottom!Jared

     

  • Concrete angel: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared grows up in a broken home. Lost and alone, hurt by those who should protect him, he makes his way through life. The arrival of the new gym coach, Mr Ackles, changes things quite drastically: “Clumsy, my ass,” I growl, making him jump. Instantly regretting the anger in my voice, I reach out, wincing when he shies away from my hand, but not stopping as I run a hand gently over his shoulder, “Jared… whatever… whatever’s happening… if you need to talk about… anything, just know that I’m here, okay?"

    27,000 words, NC-17, ANGST, HURT!Jared, bottom!Jared, abuse, non-con, underage

     

  • Broken circle: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Their friendship has always been whole. Like a circle - neverending and infinite. But things start to fall apart after Danneel 'invades' the house. "No," Jared quickly denied, wincing again as he realised just how quickly he'd spoken. "No, of course it's not about that. I'm glad you feel comfortable enough bringing her here, I mean... she's your girl and the house is also yours, so... no, it's definitely not about her."

    6,000 words, NC-17, confusion, bottom!Jared

     

  • Fight for what's yours:
  • Jensen has to deal with a lot of things: the fact that he's in love with Jared is one. But when Chris asks Jared out, everything changes. Tiny trembles were felt as I pressed him closer and it was clear he was fighting the rising tears. Those beautiful eyes peered up through lashes damp with moisture and his broken voice whispered, “Can I stay?” “Oh, Jay…” I murmured, tugging him along the couch until he was practically in my lap and sliding my arms firmly around his torso, giving him the support he needed.

    12,000 words, NC-17, Jared/Chris, Jared/Jensen, mentions of non-con (past), bottom!Jared, protective!Jensen, hurt/comfort

     

  • Tossed away: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jared was betrayed by his best friend. Eleven years later, he discovers who is playing as his co-star in Supernatural. I don’t even know if he genuinely wants to apologise, but nearly every time he opens his mouth, he breaks me that tiny bit more.

    11,000 words, pg-13, hurt/comfort, hurt!Jared, hints-bottom!Jared.

     

  • As the tides change: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys attend a Supernatural reunion cruise. An accident casts them into the ocean, and they find themselves stranded on an island. With no way of contacting for help, they have to find a way to survive. Jensen has a fiance waiting for him at home, but could there be a possibility of something more than friendship between him and Jared? “This should be weird, right?” His hand tightened marginally as Jared pressed closer, “Yeah.” “Is it?” he slid his hand down the lean curve of the kid’s back, resting just above his belt. In a voice barely above a whisper, Jared replied, “No.”

    24,000 words, bottom!Jared, hurt!comfort, schmoop, NC-17

     

  • A perfect dork: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen really loves Jared. People think that just because Jared’s happy and easy-going and a ‘big, strong Texan man’, he doesn’t feel things more profound. People think that Jared never needs anything – that he shouldn’t need anything – more gentle.

    600 words, pg, schmoop, randomness

     

  • Without words: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The relationship between Jared and Jensen is a special one. They don't need words to communicate; they only need each other. No one else even comes close. As predicted, two steps past the threshold, you look up, straight into my eyes. A smile breaks out on your lips, even as you continue talking. You’re trying not to get distracted, but I know, as I pull a weird face, that you’ll fail.

    ~1,200 words, schmoop, sex, NC-17,

     

  • Worlds apart:
  • In medieval days, a peasant has no standing in society according to the nobles So then why does Sir Ackles suddenly take an interest in peasant-boy Jared? Is it Jared's dream finally coming true, or something else...?

    8,000 words, PG-13, hurt!Jared, hint bottom!Jared.

     

  • I think I love you... hypothetically speaking...:
  • Jensen has a bit of an experience. He learns a lot in a short space of time. I just want him here, teasing me about being such a girl and getting myself into this position. I want him to tell me I’m going to be okay, that by this time tomorrow we’ll be tossing popcorn at the TV in Jared’s bedroom, both of us safely wrapped in the warm duvet of his bed. I just want him here.

    2,500 words. pg-13, schmoop

     

  • Smoke gets in your eyes: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen's engaged to Danneel now. Jared's hurting - badly.

    They said someday you'll find
    All who love are blind
    Oh, when your heart's on fire
    You must realize
    Smoke gets in your eyes

    4,000 words, pg-13, hurt/comfort, hint future Misha/Jared, angst

     

  • Finding home:
  • Jared returns from war to find his husband and kids are living with another man. Hurt, angry and distraught, can Jared ever find a place to call home again? When a mug is placed before me with two marshmallows floating in the steaming liquid, I nearly start crying again. Then Misha steps up onto the couch, settling down behind me, a leg on either side, his hands lightly coming around to rest against my chest. “This okay?” he asks softly, and I know that if I wanted him to, he would pull away without pause.

    NC-17, Jared/Misha, angst, 15,000 words

     

  • Christmas special: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • The boys have some fun on Christmas. Role-playing, (minor dub-con), threesome, dub-pen, hotness, Hiding his flushed face against the cool skin of Jensen’s neck, Jared let out a soft whimper. The stimulation was just too much. He felt himself being nudged forwards in a weird three-person shuffle, and the very next second he found himself stretched out on Jensen, pinned there by the warm weight of Misha’s body on top of him.

    2,000 words, Jared/Jensen/Misha, bottom!Jared, NC-17

     

  • A few good men: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Jensen gets a role in the A few good men play. While watching it, Jared finds out just how much it hurts to hear Jensen call someone else 'Sam'. A series of events ends up hurting Jared even more, but can Jensen find out just how much in time? After that, I begin floating around my hotel room, showering twice and spending an hour trying to work out whether the tiny spot on the ceiling looks more like a demonic dog or a flower. When nine ‘o clock comes and goes without any response from him, I decide on demonic dog.

    6,000 words, pg-13, hurt!Jared, oblivious!Jensen

     

  • Lingering tragedies:
  • A hostage situation on set leads to something far more gruesome. Will Jared be strong enough to hold on? Can Jensen fix the broken pieces of their lives? Will life ever be the same again? “I couldn’t protect him,” Jensen whispers brokenly. “How fucking pathetic is that? I couldn’t protect my best friend, my... Fuck, Chris, he’s everything... and I couldn’t… I…I love him, Chris...”

    9,000 words, WARNING: Graphic non-con. NC-17, hurt!Jared

     

  • The hardest hit:
  • Jensen works as a hired gun. He kills people, plain and simple. Or at least it was, right up until the moment he stood over a sleeping teenager. Name: J. Padalecki. Assignment: kill quickly, but make it look like the job of an amateur. Just another mark, right? I can barely fasten the ends of the bandage: my hands are shaking so badly. “Jared…” I get out again, my palm sliding over the smooth skin of his shoulder tentatively. He flinches away. And it feels like he’s punched me.

    12,000 words, NC-17, schmoop, h/c, bottom!Jared

     

  • Merry Christmas: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Just a short, schmoopy fic. Nudging his nose down Jensen’s jaw, Jared whispers, “But that’s okay, ‘cause I love you too.” -- “You better, bitch.” Jensen sits up with a yawn, sleepily rubbing at his eyes with one hand while the other remains in Jared’s hair, keeping the younger man flush against him.

     

  • Dance with me!verse: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • On Jared's prom night, a famous dancer visits their school. From that moment on, Jared's life is changed forever. Will Jared's determination to put his sister and ill mother before everything else prevent him and Jensen from having something more? When Jared opened his eyes to find Jensen smiling softly at him, he blushed, realizing just how close they actually were. Jensen’s lips were barely a breath away from his own and he could feel every soft puff of air against his skin.

    NC-17, angst, h/c, hurt!Jared, protective!Jensen, dancer!Jensen, schmoop

     

  • Alone in love:
  • Jared's in love with Jensen. Jensen's straight and oblivious. And that's all fine, Jared can live with that. But when one of Jared's really good friends visits and Jensen begins to have feelings for said friend, Jared might break - just a little. “Cool... he’s just... it’s so nice chatting to him, and, damn, have you seen his eyes? They’re, like, turquoise or something.  And the way they light up when he’s excited and - ”

    7,000 words, NC-17, bottom!Jared, hurt/comfort

     

  • Betrayal & Love:
  • Jensen's new in town, looking for a bit of fun. He meets this woman, Sandy, and finds himself in an impromtu relationship. But is Sandy as available as she leads him to believe? “Listen, man…It’s not that bad… Sandy didn’t know you’d be getting in so early; else we would’ve gone out.”

    ~8,000 words, NC-17, hurt!Jared, some het!sex, protective!Jensen

     

  • Lonely:
  • Jared's a shadow. Unrequited love is cruel. I see you everyday. Everyone sees you everyday. You are the guy that everyone loves; the guy everyone wants to be like. The perfect one.

    pg-13, angst, vulnerable,

     

  • Love hurts:
  • Jensen shows Jared who he belongs to. Jared let out a pained grunt as his back hit the wall, Jensen’s hard body pressed against his.

    NC-17, 1,500 words, rough sex, schmoop

     

  • To steal an angel's heart:
  • Jensen is an angel. He's finally found perfection in the form of a mortal. The millenniums of loneliness all seem meaningless. Everything I’ve seen and done is nothing compared to this. Writhing beneath me with your hard planes moulding to fit against me, you’re shifting from being a human to being something else entirely.  You’re becoming mine.

    NC-17, 1,500 words, schmoop, sex

     

    Sam/Dean/Jensen:

     

  • Happy Sam:
  • Jensen's just moved into a new place, and doesn't have any idea just how much his life is going to change when he meets a youth - Sam - who is staying at the motel with his brother. He ducks his head, hiding behind his bangs as he shuffles further into the room. “So… I guess I should have asked about your job occupation.” -- Letting out a chuckle, I roll my shoulders, “Maybe…. Would that have changed your offer to help?” -- “Probably,” he grins up at me, “Teachers are lousy bastards, don’t you know?”

    13,000 words, NC-17, threesome, DP, h/c, bottom!Sammy, Sam/Dean/Jensen

     

    Sam/Dean:

     

  • Merry Christmas, oh brother mine: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Sam gets hurt, John's an asshole, and it's Christmas time:  “Oh, you little…” I leap up after him and chase him as he jumps across and heads to duck behind the couch. In two steps I leap up and over the couch, landing with a leg on either side of him and promptly sitting down on his thighs, my hands quickly pinning him down. “What’s the matter, little bro’? Should I go easy on you?”

    7,000 words, PG-13, cute

     

  • What do you want me to be?:
  • When Sam breaks, will Dean be able to notice in time?:   “Drive… please,” I whisper to my driver. Resting my head against the cold glass, I take one last look at my brother. His eyes lock with mine over the shoulder of the girl he’s practically humping in the middle of the parking lot. I hold his gaze for as long as it takes for the cab to pull away. 

    8,000 words, NC-17, established relationship, hurt!Sam, bottom!Sam

     

  • You're mine, kid: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • After seeing Sam with another guy, Dean realises something:   When the teen laughs, white teeth flashing as he knocks his shoulder against Sam’s in a gesture so comfortable it makes me squirm, I clench my hands into fists. As Sam begins climbing the stairs, something hot and biting pools in my stomach when I realize this Brad guy is checking out my baby brother’s ass.  

    3,400 words, NC-17, hotness

     

  • Silent goodbye:
  • After everything that's happened, Sam can't take it anymore. He leaves a note:   I’m to blame for everything. For Mom’s death. For Dad’s death. For your lack of a childhood. For your lack of a loving home. For your lack of a normal life. For Jess’ death. For Madison’s death. For every single fucking thing that’s ever gone wrong in our lives, I’m the one to blame. 

    2,000 words, NC-17, angst, hurt!Sam, past non-con, possible character death

     

  • Losing myself:
  • Dean tries to get to Sam in time:   He doesn’t do anything more than blink calmly. “Think about it, Dean. This way, you don’t need to be burdened with the knowledge that one day you might have to kill him yourself. This way, we need not be concerned about his demonic activities. Your brother is doing us all a favour.”

    5,000 words, NC-17, angst, hurt!Sam, past non-con, possible character death

     

    Ever since an accident on a hunt three years ago, Sam's had a phobia of being in water. Shaking his head with a fond smile, Sam reached up to squeeze Dean’s shoulder. “You can’t protect me from everything, Dean.” “Yes I can!” Dean protested, completely affronted. “Of course I can!” Sam just smiled and slid from Dean’s grasp.

    2,500 words, pg-13, first time, bottom!Sam, protective!Dean

     

  • Forsaken: DOWNLOAD PDF
  • Dean makes a mistake - one which costs him everything. Hurt, angry and confused, not knowing how to look out for Sammy, he makes a deal with a demon, trading 'anything' to get his father back. Only he doesn't quite know what he's just given away.

    NC-17, hurt!Sam, bottom!Sam, wincest, non-con, Sam/Castiel, protective!Dean

     

  • Imperfect love:
  • Sam and Dean were together. Dean made a mistake. Sam went to Stanford. A few years later, Dean's still making that mistake. Can Sam ever forgive Dean? “I know I’m fucked in the head.... I always have been... especially when it comes to you.... Sammy..."

    3,000 words, pg-13, hurt!Sam, hurt!Dean, possessive!Dean, cheating, angst